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give much thanks for the post, but yes good, lord i am humungous (sp?) and i had 2 kids, so lord knows i am HUGE.. i just keep staying focused and know i will get there!!!! i have to, every day i just hope it gets easier, today i had a whole can of beets, and i feel so guilty!!
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blessed love

so today i bought a notebook..to keep all my thoughts in...to look at, keep track of and have to hold because logging on here isnt always as accessable. hopefully this keeps me goin strong.
so far today i had

1 rice cake
1 cucumber
2 cups of broth
1/2 rice cake
wow that feels like alot but its about (roughly) off the top of my head 110 cal...

know what kind of holds me back, i spent about 700 dollars recently on new clothing..fat , cute clothing, if i loose alot which i need to do, there goes my wardrobe again. i just bought this new wardrobe because i lost 45 lbs. i was a size 16 , now i am about 10, i wanna be 120 lbs so thats about what a 6 if i am 5'7" ?? but happiness is better that clothing, fuck the clothes get skinny, by the time i get thin, new clothes will be in style anyway!!! LOL

who else suffers from migranes, when i eat alot the migranes stay away,and the pain of the migrane causes me to binge+coping=feels better.
As soon as i start not eating the migrane hits again...i hate this viscous cycle. I am on topamax too, but its only helping about 50%.... wondering if i was alone with the whole migrane thing...
i am just fearing tomorrow, as start of 2468 closly approaches, i know migane is gonna hit, and knock me down.
xoxoxo
blessedlove.
JuDgENoT